Well, here is where I currently stand with this shawl.
If you’re thinking it looks like I haven’t even started, that’s partly true. I messed up my rows yesterday as I was starting on the second sequence, and after considering it this morning, I decided it would be easier to just start all over. I am not good at “frogging” back to a certain point, so I ripped it all out and wound it back into a ball.
Trying again, again. Ugh. Someday this shawl will exist.